So... it’s been 2 years. It all started when I was 17, my senior year of high school, one day I woke up to find a bedbug in my bed and Immediately I began to freak out. At first, I had no idea what it was and I asked my parents as they just lied to me so I made my dad check my bed only to find about 15 of those demons under it. I couldn’t sleep there so I left and slept outside of my grandmas in my car. Thankfully she let me stay there and I could finally sleep...until they followed me. My parent did not believe me and refused to take action on the previous house but my grandmas too? Are you kidding me! So I did everything I could. I spent my entire college fund trying to get rid of them at both places because lord knows my family can’t afford this. My parents both don’t work and my grandma is on oxygen. Finally I got them out of my room and nowhere else and then a few months later they’re in the living room! I checked frantically in my room but found nothing. My family often visits my grandma and don’t check their clothes or anything. So of course I try to take care of it through expensive sprays and dusts and finally it seemed like they were gone but they were back! Then I go into my grandmas room and see the signs on her bed and I’m just like whatever I can’t take this I don’t have time. I’m a full time student, double major, and I have 2 jobs and I’m attempting to pay my way through school but instead I have to keep dropping all of my money on this crap. I’m already so stressed that I make myself physically sick but adding this to the pile just makes me not want to live anymore and I can’t handle it. I can’t have any friends over, I have extreme PTSD, I have GAD to make matters worse and I don’t know what to do. I’m so sad and hurt and this just sucks because we don’t have the money for an exterminator and I’m just so done. I’m noticing y’all asking for proof and I have the one I just found in my room tonight after checking for weeks, but have no idea how to post it
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