I have no one else to tell. I am so stressed and depressed.
My grandfather owns the house. He obviously has no interest in fixing the problem (and his room is the absolute worst. Dead and live bugs everywhere, I don't know how he sleeps up there.)
My parents and I are trying to move out into an apartment or something. This has just gotten too much. This is surreal. I feel like I could be in the book of world records or something.
It makes me feel sick. It makes me feel like I want to die. I am only 23, I feel like my life has been ruined before it began. I have little to no social skills because I was afraid of spreading them in high school. I have severe anxiety and depression, and it's difficult to watch my parents sleep in chairs every night.
These 10 years have been the absolute worst part of my life. I hope we can get out of this situation soon, or I can miraculously find a job myself and abandon ship. I am just so tired of this. Many of you may not believe me, I can barely believe me. But this is reality for me. This is reality when the homeowner just doesn't give a crap and you have no legal ground to stand on.
Not looking for advice. I know how to keep my clothes and my bed relatively safe, and the bites don't bother me as much as they used to. I am just venting because I have no one to talk to about this, this is going to be a secret held on me for the rest of my life, if I'm able to make it past this.